11,12,13Oct2009 - Day 65,66,67

(it's actually tuesday as i write this, and given the magnitude of what's going on with Pepeir, I am honestly finding it difficult to write. I don't think I'm quite ready to acknowledge "out loud" any feelings about it. I'm devastated, to put it mildly. I may hiatus from the blog for a few days, I may not. Perhaps I'll be ready to deal with my feelings tomorrow. I don't know. I love you so much Pepeir.)